Tuesday, June 23, 2020

Stop Motion Project



What love is to her

All I want
is to know how to love
not love
where skin and skin
rupture into one
gluing a moment
of sticky euphoria 
to our backs
holding our hands together
to prove it was more
than a pill popping rush

I want love 
I want to feel seen
I want to stop faking
a congenial girlish smile
I want to be suffocating under your issues NO MORE

I want to stop filling up my heart gaps
with Him

I want to stop fearing loneliness
more than enjoying your company

But I have a girl in my chest
who tugs at muscled men
with hearts who need holding
who require her prowling body
to press them together

I love being alone, but I hate being at home with Her

She has a habit
of forcing followers
dark dependents
to complete her circle of self loathing

You see, to her, love is a check list
goals
a binary of inertia and chaos

To her it isn’t love unless it’s on fire

Her motto:
A cruel man is always worth changing
because you will have made meaning together

Please give me meaning
Devote your selves, each one, to Him
And kill the non believers