Addicted

You're not addicted

You just use it everyday

You're not addicted 

You just tell the pipe your problems

Your not addicted 

Your minds just never quiet without it

You're not addicted 

But it unwinds your muscles when you sleep

You're not addicted

But you scraped your mothers money together

To get it for two years

You're not addicted

But it eats your stress your cancer your regret

You're not addicted 

Not physically

But you itch and ache and whine

Throw bottles kick doors

Throw your physicality around

When it's gone

You're not addicted

I am

To helping you

Slamming my body against a boulder up a mountain

I'm addicted to the pain of loving you